is this really what i want to pursue? did i really learn and improve through lessons? i really want to dance my heart out. dancing everyday or maybe 4-5times a day. makes me sweat and really dance. having night lessons learning new things and performing. but now, i don't feel all these.. what i feel was continuous choreographing without learning anything. just busy performing choreographing and performing. is this really what i want? is there any other path that i can maybe walk on? i wondered~

what the F***K! why can't you just say nicely. don't you know that i just want a new image. i know you'll confirm be angry about that dressing. but what do you want me to do? it's at this price in the market. what can i do? bring you along? ending up buying nothing and gain lots of nagging. please. 饶了我吧！was in such a good mood and wanted to share the good news to you. before i could say, i get a nasty nagging from you. it just irritate me. really feel utterly disappointed and lonely. no one stands on my side.