is this really what i want to pursue? did i really learn and improve through lessons? i really want to dance my heart out. dancing everyday or maybe 4-5times a day. makes me sweat and really dance. having night lessons learning new things and performing. but now, i don't feel all these.. what i feel was continuous choreographing without learning anything. just busy performing choreographing and performing. is this really what i want? is there any other path that i can maybe walk on? i wondered~