WOOHOO!! finally i'm in holiday!! yes!! but i think i did badly for two of my papers, law and materials. construction i have confident in getting a B. as for distinction, see whether i got the luck anot. hahahas. as for law and materials, i think i lost hope for both of them lerh. counted how many mars i will lost for materials and it answer is 30-40 marks. so which means>>>am i going to fail>>>which means>>> retain??? aiya. forget it. what done cannot be undone. its already a fact which cannot be changed. the thing i can only do now is to pray till the results are out on the 23rd September!

anyway, today is Teachers' Day Celebration. even though i got paper in the late afternoon, i still went back to Regent. met up with Liyun under her house block and walked to interchange to meet Xiaoshi, Xiang Yun and Yun ting to go back Regent together. xiang yun is back in Singapore!! so glad to see her. though we are not really close friends during our secondary school days, but still got things to talk about and went out a couple times before. so did really miss her when she's at America studying and happy that she came back to Singapore during her 3 weeks of vacation.

saw alot of secondary school friends and teachers. talked with the same few teachers (Mdm Pang, Mdm Zhao, Mrs Ivy Lim, Ms Chiang & Ms Tan). really glad to see them still around in school. chatted with them and had lunch in school! miss the food there. especially ji si mi fen!!! YUMMY!!! after that headed back to SP to study for exam. I'm seriously not in the mood to study. but i tried my best to read and remember the details, but they didn't come out for the exam!! i kept dozing off when revising. all thanks to Liyun whom keep waking me up! Thank you! but still i did doze off a little during the exam. really a little, 2-4 mins?! hahahas.

after exam, trained off to Sembawang for dance practice. bought a packet of set A nasi lermak and walked to troupe to eat. had dance till 10p.m. and home i go!!

finally i can dilly dally drag my time at home than to rush for time to study. had a relax bath and sat in front of the television to watch the TV programs. then went online to watch some shows online which i missed for the 2 weeks. hahhas. and now, I'm going to have a nice sleep of a minimum of 8 hours. sleep till i automatically wake up! hahahas. but i think i will be waken up by my niece's voice tomorrow morning cause tomorrow is Teachers Day. so child care centre never open. so my mom will be helping my cousin to take care of them for one day. hahahas. miss them so much! so long never see them lerh!! but first, i will have to tidy my table first. it not i will have alot of things missing. hahahas.

also!! I'm very excited for Wednesday's arrival! cause i will be going out with my ladies!! miss them so much and i think its' been month since i last went out with them. SO EXCITED & HAPPY!!!!

off to my comfortable bed, nights every one!! enjoy your holiday!!!
*if anyone had job lobang please intro me okok?? Thanks=)*

DAM IT! SHIT ASS! i just don't understand why. I always get so nervous and all the things in my mind will go blank!! what's the efforts i put in for ?! i'm so disappointed in myself! utterly disappointed! this isn't the first exam i took! i even went through my O'levels! whats there to nervous and scared about! you will only be scared when you are not fully prepared fo the paper to come!

law, the toughest module i ever had, however, for others, i think its easy for them. why? because they did their revision and studied well! what about me? i don't think i did put my 100% to focus on my revision! topics do get into my mind but they are always left outside the examination room. reason being, i did not prepare myself for the exam! i did not revise well enough! i didn't put in the heart to focus and remember all the case laws!

Seriously, i still cannot get used to the poly life. everything appears to be so on pace but it actualy isn't. new topics of the module will be taught every week. a total of 6modules --> 6 new topics every week! and after the weeks of new topics, it follows immediately with test/ exams! i didn't have the time to do my revision. in fact, i think is because i did not do my revision daily. who to blame?! ME, MYSELF, THAM WEN HUI!

getting into something you wish/ dreamed is never that easy! NEVER! it requires lots of hard work and persistence in work and revision! but i don't! i kept telling myself to do revision and it is not enough because i did not execute it! telling myself "i really have to do it! REVISE!" but in the end, as expected by myself, i didn't do it!

THAM WEN HUI!!! whats the point of saying all this!!! what done can never be undone! its already a fact! a fact that you never study well! a fact that you didn't prepare well for this exam! the fact that you are just too lazy! the fact that its pointless saying all this! everything has been fixed! paper submitted, marks will be given! but how much marks will you get?! single digit? low double digit?! you won't know! you won't dare to guess! I'm sure you know that if you fail this module, or any of your module, you should know what consequences you will face!

i think for now, i really have to focus on my next two papers! REALLY FOCUS!! I HAVE TO DO IT THIS TIME! FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS THAM WEN HUI!!!!

**sorry people! I'm just talking to myself, in fact, reflecting myself here... sorry about that!**

woohoo!!!! finally I'm done with the experience portfolio! omg, i thin i redo it twice due to my own personal carelessness?! I'm just such a big sotong!! nearly broke down and become insane when doing this stupid portfolio!! but I'm so happy now that I've completed it!! hurray!! Mummy bought KFC home for dinner. as a kind form of reward to my hard work??? i think is also an early celebration for second brother's birthday. (*am i right to say that?!!*)

also, term II test is this week follow by end semastral exam the following week. OMG, i haven even started studying for a single module! and dance is having more night practices. hopefully i can cope well and do well for my end semastral exam. especially my law!!!

tomorrow is IT term test! i seriously can admit that I'm a computer idiot! just don't like Photoshop CS4, Photoshop Illustrator and Web Expression. but i think we already passed our IT cause our tutorial stands 60% and we got either a distinction or A for most of the tutorials. but still hope that i can still do well for tomorrow!!

wish me luck friends!!!!

woohoo!! Singapore is now 44 years old! feel so happy and proud to be a Singaporean and celebrating the nation's birthday! i seriously like this years' national day parade! its unique and very different compared to the past! all the programs are well linked and the atmosphere is there!!! i must say that the coordinator for this NDP 2009 is so brilliant! everything works out so well. the re-mixed of music is so nice!! makes all the national song so nice and fun!! so high man!! the shape of the logo for NDP 2009! the fire-works is in heart shape. the coordinator of this years' NDP is such a great model to follow!
however, it's kind of pity for me that i cannot celebrate this year's national day and have fun with my pretty ladies!!

hey people! its been a long time since i last posted on my blog (exclude those quiz). this few weeks is really a busy and tiring week. many things happened and dance was keeping me busy. the whole of July is filled with school stuff. especially the SPGG Open House. took up the most time. and some school stuff is making me crazy. shall not mention it anymore. its a part of our life that we must go through.
anyway, dance concert is getting nearer and nearer. the concert is about one month later and i'm so nervous about it. we still have many items unfinished/ haven even started. night practices is coming up starting from next week. consequetive two days of strenghtnous night practice at Bugis. can imagine what time i will reach home and how tired i will be the next day.
also, in just a few weeks time, end semestral exam will start and thats the time where toupe will roughly have lots of practice and rehearsals. i was wondering how am i suppose to cope. but this is the route i choose for myself. i just have to resilient and endure through this phrase of my life and i'm wure i will be very proud of myself when everything ends.

i will endure and be really proud of myself when the concert ends!! *a pad on my shoulder!!* ^.^
WENHUII!! JIA YOU!!!!