STRUGGLING

I'm so not doing anything. wasting my day like this and not studying. getting up late from bed and skipping lessons become normal to me.... whats happening. I'm getting from bad to worse! exam is coming in just less than 60hours. and yet i still haven't start with anything. this year seems to be so tired and unpredictable for me. things are getting harder. more and more obstacles. and they are getting tougher to overcome.

again, i started to wonder. what is it the life of becoming a dancer. what will i be doing now if i chose another route, a route towards dancing. am i going the wrong way now or am i just taking a longer route as compared to the others. i wonder~